March 29th,2013

Dear Lover, 

I don’t remember if I wrote to you yesterday or not, and I probably could just go click and look, but I’m too lazy. I came across this quote and thought it to be really interesting. 

“When we find ourselves in situations that seem beyond our limits, we must not hesitate because we feel inadequate. We must not complain about our limited resources. God tells us he is glorified in our weakness. God’s Spirit will take and multiply what we have.”

— Rebecca Manley Pippert, Out of the Salt Shaker and Into the World

 There are days when I get out of bed and cry. My life was my GPA in hs , and I did really well. But then because i screwed up the first 2 semesters in college, it really built up. Its  not because I’m a bad student but it was because i was burnt out.  I’ve felt constantly inadequate these last few weeks because of a so so GPA. And people say I have high expectations for myself. Maybe I do. Maybe i don’t. But I know that I was and can be sometimes still dependent on my grades to make me happy.  Is there something wrong with that ? 


March 27th, 2013

Dear Lover,

  Tired. Need to press on. Send me a piece of orange. Bake me a cake =) 

Encourage me to pursue our father in light of trials and temptations to give up. 

March 24th, 2013

Dear Lover,

Every day I grow a stronger and stronger yearning for you. For you to teach me how to  grow stronger and stronger in my identity in christ. I can only pray that I would be an example for you as well of the love that Christ our father has given us. I want to be so strong that nothing in this world will deter me from our ultimate goal of portraying christ like image and living for the glory of God.  I yearn to be with you so that we may grow together in our wisdom and cherish silly traditions and celebrate our daily life together. 


March 22, 2013

Dear lover,

 Last few days of spring break. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about life in general. Why are we rushing through things ? Lets take it one day at a time.  Promise me that you will love me every day, as we grow older and older together.